The Hard Luck Guy

I MISS THE MUSICAL!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-04T11:22:00.000-07:00

The 2009 JG Production. "THE 17 Year Old Virgin"

For very long, I haven been blogging due to my laziness and was also busy with some other things. I was really busy with preparing with my church musical production which turn out to be a success. I am really very happy that our effort pay off. Alhough, I am just incharge of the PROPS but I a have every reason to be proud of myself and my team. Seriously, without BEN and PHILIP, I am just a nobody and the musical will not be a well done musical.

The preparation was really tiring as lots of brain stoming and rehearsal were needed. Most of our weekend were burnt and sometime even have to rush down from school for the rehearsal. I have to say, I love it and with much complain from myself about all the work that I have to do... I STILL to do it for GOD.

ER... someone told me this phrase like 2 to 3 weeks back, saying that" DO NOT COMPLAIN FOR WHAT YOU ARE DOING AS GOD WILL TAKE AWAY HIS BLESSING ON YOU! SO LEARN TO ENJOY WHATEVER THAT YOU ARE DOING"

I have to say, this phrase woke me from the pool of complain that I have over the task that I have to do for the musical. Truly, God is great and I do it for God without complain....

OUR EFFORT PAY OFF!!!so many ppl.....

The Backstage Crew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The baby is so cute....You have to agree

Everyone that involved in the Musical...Good Job Guys!

6 months of hardship and we did it....

CAN WE HAVE A PART 2 of the MUSICAL??????

take care, bye

TIRED

2009-06-10T11:02:00.000-07:00

B-U-S-Y

Most of us love to say that we are busy....But are we really busy? I wonder!!!!!! Maybe one is really busy and others are just saying it to make them look like they are busy.

I must say that I am busy but not that busy as I am busy doing things that I enjoy... GET IT?

I don't feel that I am busy when I am doing something that I love, but to others, I may seem really BUSY... what a big word to use on me.. I bet my parents will laugh at me if they know people are using the word for me. U know Y? cause I am always lazy to get things done and hence, my to do task list is always on the late submission list. *Disappointed with myself at times*

At least for now, I learn to be more responsible and to get things done on time so guys please give me sometime to adjust to be a better person. OK let see what I have been busy with since the last time I blog about myself......

List:

1. Attending Weddings (I still has a long way to go before mine!! ) B

2. Church Musical ( I love it but hate my post) U

3. FYP (Dam it, is driving me crazy....) S

4. Listening to others advise on every other things ( INDECISIVE)Y

Now you know why I am so called busy>>>>

Sometime we have to learn to SLOWWWWWW down our foot steps to think of people that you care, love and always wanted to spend time with....THIS IS JUST A RANDOM THING

2009-01-19T09:55:00.000-08:00

Sry for not updating!!! Holiday coming soon.

Ok... been doing great for the past weeks and month and I was not really busy doing stuff but rather busy enjoying myself haha. I was too lazy to update everynite so result in lack of update. Anwz 2009 is a new year but the outlook for the rest of the year is not going to be good. So is time for us to save more and to spend less. All will be useful when the raining day comes. GETTITIT!!! Tis year, I have told myself that I wan to change for a better; a 180 degree change. Ya, u nv read wrongly...i will change for a better tis year. Look back at 2008, lots of mistake done and lots of lesson learn so for tis year, I wan to be a more of a responsible guy and to service in God faithfully.....My number 1 task in my list is : Draw closer to GOD and to attend church on time for JG and for main service. I think i must grow up already, cos I am not too young to play afool and hack care about stuff nor I am too old to do anything about it. I am already so call 20 tis year so is more or less a big step for me to become a young adult. A lot of people had see me as a irresponsible guy and always, a lot of event I am not involve is because of my irresponsible attitude. I have no one to blame but myself.

At least, for now, is not too bad, I had kick off the new year with a good start so I Pray that GOD will continues to help me in my path of drawing closer to him and to be a more responsible guy.
Ooooo.... ya!! Before i forget, I am suppose to pray for someone that is taking chem test tomorrow... hahaha hope You will do well and your effort for studying will be payoff. Forget about the tennis play around session today and dun be sad cos you cant go k!:) I guess in future, there will be lot more of that tennis session de:)

My prayer:

Dear GOD, thanks for everything that happen today and I have a few stuff that I wan to pray about, firstly, I pray that you will bless my family with great health and even as my dad is driving taxi out there, i pray that your angel will be there to watch over him and keep him safe.

Secondly, I wan to pray for the someone that is taking her chem test tomorrow, GOD I pray that you give her the wisdom to answer all the question and you bless her with good memory to remember thing that she had study. GOD I also pray that you can see her effort that she put on her studies and even with the busy sch work that she have, she still serve you faithfully in church every Sunday, so GOD I up hold all tis prayer into your hands cos i know, with you everything is possible. I pray all tis in JESUS name. Amen!!!!!!!

GOOD nite

2008-12-01T09:28:00.000-08:00

27th NOV is a GReat Day for my beloved cousin !!!! SHE GOT MARRIED ON THIS VERI DAY

Wake up in the morning and I see my brother waking up too when he don't even have school! Dam it! ( IF i were u, bro, i will sleep la) Back to the point, he is styling his hair and changing into some nice cloth, ready to go for my cousin morning marriage Ceremony. Hmmm... on the other side, I was getting ready to go school for lesson and a stupid test had to fall on that day. What to do? Only can attend her wedding dinner which is just wonderful! Just to let you know, she is the prettiest woman on that very day, I promise you!:) Come to think about it, when will it be my turn :X lol!!!!!!!!! Went for the wedding dinner at orchard, near tangling shopping centre there... everything was fun with my many cousins and family members around. Not to mention, I drunk alot that day and I was abit high!! I mean real high! 10 glasses of beer or even more... i lost count le but not to forget, Grandpap we miss you, you cant be there to wish her happy marriage but I know you are everywhere and praying for her marriage. WE ALL MISS YOU!

Photo will be upload soon once I got hold of it, so be paitent! :)

Cousin, may you have a wonderful marriage and stay lovely forever.... O ya, must remind you, better start your factory operating, to prooduce some babies for our beloved Grandmother ahahaha!

2008-11-06T08:51:00.000-08:00

I WaN to KiCk a BaLL

Wow so long haven play a match already, guess i cannot last for 90min le .... must go run and train hard. :) cum on I can do so can you!! RUN RUN RUN!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-06T08:25:00.000-08:00

HORT PARk OUTING

Been busy with sch and stuff that is y so long haven update le.... k

Went for outing with church frens.. have lots of fun and we took lots of photo....here you go

we are stuck on the web:)

Jump shots

still stuck:(

Wow i jump higher than all of them

Nice right, we are like in the middle of the forest

act surfing

Tired le...finally can rest!

We took like an hour plus to walk to vivo la... was tiring but IT WAS DAM FUN! On the fun we tok cock sing song. haha Fel, kang and marcus cannot stop sing their bottle song. LOL

So we end up at vivo but half of them left for church so end up only a few of us stay for dinner and home sweet home. Tertiary cell outing is still the best. What can i say, we are the most happening ppl:)

2008-10-31T15:20:00.000-07:00

Happy de me!

Ok..is like 6.22am in the morning and wth am i doing at this time? I just came back from work, wow was tiring, i promise. Slept late last nite around 5am then wake up early, head down to sunshin plaza to print my presentation poster. I was dam scared la cos i did everything so last min but lucky i reach sch in time for the presentation. Thank hung for the ride to sch

Feeling so good cos my PP presentation is over and i am dam happy till now ha!

Work was fun, seeing ppl dressing up like joker and the mummy reture..... but the nite was great cos of the board games tat we play and stupid things kept happening until we cant stop laughing:P

Wee T***, thanks aloooot ha.... I was feeling dam stress the day before my presentation but talking to u, just make me feel happier and relax. O ya , stop skipping ur dinner hor plsss.

k... for now, got to go sleep le cos meeting my church frens at 10 am at queentown MRT later. wonder can i wake????!!!! GOod nite ppl

2008-10-22T01:15:00.000-07:00

I am sorry for the stupid things that i have done

Tis few days, been doing stupid things that cause others to be unhappy but i guess by saying sorry is not enough.

Firstly, I should apologise for the way i msg to the person, maybe u really felt insulted, I am sorry. The first thing came into my mind when i saw ur injure leg was "Are u alrite". I think the way that i msg u did not show that i am concern about u but more of scolding u. The fact is I really do care and worry.
Ok enough of the rubbish that i have said, is none of my busy anyway, y should i be a kpo when u r someone else gf. WTF am i doing. I guess that is enough of me being so stubborn over certain thing.

Lesson learn: do not be a kpo, if u wan to care, dun show or else u have to pay for the consequences

The second thing that i have done is something really unacceptable but i hope the person will forgive me cos i do not wan to lost a fren like u!

I never thought of reading the stuff in it, i just wanted to disturb ur fren but i guess i saw things that i should not be seeing. Anw, i guess how much i explain also no use wan, cos is my fault that i touch ur laptop in the first place. I know u sure veri angry with me and i can tell. I really wan to say that i am truly sorry about the things that happen and hope tat u forgive me one day. U know who u r so i hope u can read this and I am sorry!

Lesson Learn: do not touch others laptop even if the person is ur fren!

2008-10-08T19:20:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH:)

Take time to realize haha! Yup i took sometime to realize and learn something!

Maybe break up is a good thing for u and is not a bad thing.

When couple get together, cos they love each other. so when one choose to break up, it wont stop u from caring for the person or loving her deep down in ur heart.

It wont stop me! haha... When u read this, pls dun think that i am expecting something back in reture or something good will happen...or even trying to do anything to recuse the problem. If i does anything for u in the future, pls dun feel tat u owe me or pressure. Whatever i do for u in the future, I wont expect anything in reture. I do things and care for u just because I LOVE U! This will be the last time I am saying these........... Life goes on without u with me:) We can still be fren ba, just need time haha. Sam is a happy boy cos metilda is happy gal!

Take care k Liang xiao pang!

2008-10-05T03:53:00.000-07:00

TIRED OF ALL THIS!!! DUN NEED TO FEEL GUILTY

Guess i feeling better for the past few days but not today. Dun know why also but have to live with it no matter how hard it will take!

DAM! Feeling guilty?? U r a passerby in my life?? A NOBODY in my life??

WTH is all these!!

U r totally making me look like a FOOL and the best part is, you are insulting me big time. You saying that I loving a passerby and a nobody in my life when I really have feeling for u... wat is wrong with u.. U r just hurting me further more by saying that. I always say that u r a important person in my life but i nv thought that you take it as a BIG MISTAKE.
YOU are just taking a knife cutting my heart slowly as it bleed. DAM pain u know or not and is like bleeding until nothing much that i can do le!!

ANW, for moment i thought u were being caring that is y u wrote that but i was wrong!! u just feeling guilty which i no need anyone to pity me. seriously, I love u so much which i think, i am asking for it, so u no need to feel guilty wat as u alway think that, u r doing the right thing. IF u r doing thr right thing then i dun see a reason u should feel gulity!

Is not easy to get over u and u should know very clearly that is not that easy too cos i believe u had been through it before.. So is a dam hard process for me, i am trying but every time i just fall again and again. Only my closest frens know cos i dun have anyone to talk to at home and basically i am suffering alone cos i believe, watever happen now, "I AM ASKING FOR IT WAN"
SO i dun blame anyone...

Nevertheless, u still the girl that i love and u must really take care of urself! dun get too angry with ur mum k i know, sometime, she can make u angry until u cry but take it easy ya!!!

2008-09-30T08:00:00.000-07:00

I AM NOT AS STRONG AS WHAT PPL THINK!!!!!!

I hope i wont become like that!

After these few days of controling myself and trying to adjust my mood, today i finally break down........ no longer can i take it anymore. Alway trying to relax and tell myself not to think about it but is not possible. Somemore mood not good, then like everyone in my family like my enemy le cos I quarrel with my mum( big time)..... this time i am not going to care so much le! Then my brother being an ass hole, come n shout at me when i am telling him something nicely. WTH la F*** la just dun care about me n leave me alone can u my mum n bro! I seriously tell u i am officially break down le I am not superman. I am human being. I finally can take it no more! I am going to close myself up from today , cos i hate my life and i have problem with myself. THE DAM WORLD IS BLOODLY UNFAIR!

2008-09-28T23:19:00.000-07:00

DATE:27-09-08
Mood: :(

TOday,My Frens fetch me to east coast park to shan xin but sorry to u guys, i kind of spoil the mood of everybody. Then went to eat subway but end up only frens eat but not me!! Then we head down to bishan to do some prawning which is fun and boring at the same time......HAHA cos they spend $30 dollars for 3 hours and only manage catch a few. So they is like eating 2 prawns for 30 dollars haha! I was like force to go so i sit at one corner watch soccer match and think about stuff..

Reach home 4am then got soccer match next day Sianzzzzzzzz

2008-09-28T23:00:00.000-07:00

Date:26-09-08
Mood: dam sad and emo

Everything has ended and was like a blow to me. Was happy when girl msg me in the morning but when i was going for presentation i saw my msn pop up and is girl msn. Never did i know she is going to break up with me. So when i saw that, my heart sank to the deepest and i did not do the presentation for my project and i leave the class. Maybe is the rite thing that let the silly girl go cos it seem like she is suffering when she is with me. NO one is at fault and neither is she. For all i know, she is happy now without me and should i say is a good thing. I rather see the gal that i love happy then she suffer so end up i choose to take on all the pain. Love is always like that, unpretictable but one thing for sure, my heart is still occupier by the silly girl!

SHit, now that i had fall badly, i have to pick myself up and i swear, i hate this dam feeling. Is totally killing me. I nv eat for 2 days and i only sleep like 4 hours in 2 days WTH wat is wrong with me. BUT wait a min, i saying all these is not that i wan ppl to pity me. I just wan u guys to know, i am picking myself up and is going to take a long time so sorry for the unhappiness that I cause to my frens.
I realised my frens r really true frens cos they kept me company the whole nite on friday. u guys rock!:) (u know who u r) ANW LITTLE DEVIL thanks for giving me a wonderful memories!

GIRL DUN MAKE ME WORRY K, Tell me anything that bother U

2008-09-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

GIRL DUN MAKE ME WORRY K, Tell me anything that bother U!

i hope we can be as lovely as this toutoise couple:)

I am not a not understanding bf and baby I hate to force things out from u cos i know u dun like the feeling of being force! I wan u to know, u can feel free to tell me anything and I feel bad of telling mabel small little things that actually can settler with u. I realised is my fault and also maybe cos that time i talk to u and u started to be very angry and started crying make me fear to tell u things cos i cant bear to c u cry anymore cos i really love u alot! ( there is y i dun wan to tell u but i will learn to tell u )

Baby can promise me, next time there is anything bothering u, tell me k cos i dun wan to get angry or should i say feeling dam pissed that i dun know what is wrong with u, without knowing the truth which I think is not fair for u!! Really!!! I wan this realtionship to last and i hope our commuication and understanding about each other can be better so that we will have less quarral or should i say totally none:) I will promise u, I will let u know and we will settler our relationship things on our own k. I hope after this, our relationship will be stronger and better..... For now, I just can HOPE FOR THE BEST AND PREPARE FOR THE WORST! Baby u should know that i really dun wan the worst to happen:) I LOVE U TO THE FURTHEREST EXTEND

I will not bear to c u taking the whole load of problem onto urself, let me share the load with u k baby??

Another boring day!!

2008-09-22T08:26:00.000-07:00

SCH sucks, I promise u, RP system may seem to be slack but everyday have to go sch, make me hate sch.... I had long ago, lost that motivation to sch le but still have to. Anw thought wat my fren say is true, sch life is better than work life cos once u start working , cannot anyhow skip work but for sch is different:) at least that make me feel better.

This gal nv fail to make me smile and feel better each day. Since the day i know her, i realised, life is not about money, sch, work but is about spending each and every singal day with her and loving her whole heartedly. She had always be the energy of my life. :) Everytime i c her, I just wan to tell her how much I love her.........

The beginning of my Happiness

2008-09-21T03:34:00.000-07:00

Oh NO! cant wake up for church again! Dam it! Work till 3am last nite and slept late, resulting in overslept......

I created my blog last night when I was working:) tis show that my work is super slack de cos i got free time to do all these stuff haha!! anw not very good at blogging stuff so i asked my baby(little devil) to help me with it. She is so nice to help me change the blog skin and help me add those necessary stuff on the blog. Thank you baby I love you

My life is full of colour since the day I met you and you never fail to make my day.